Hello sun shine...hello world..hello bloggy..hello loves :)
I went to morning mass just now..its been so long i didn't go to morning mass..ever since i 'm away from home to a small town namely Miri..somehow i do have the miss feeling of going to morning mass *wow cla...* hahaha..i can see the changes that i have in me now and way back when i used to everyday go to morning mass which was during my high school..way different babe..
i came to realize that sometimes its good not to ask more question in order to not make someone receive false hope...sometimes its good not to explain more to make someone not misunderstood us for feelings..sometimes its better to just keep the reason in us so that we won't make the conversation goes deeper cause if we did, one part might get hurt..so that is why i prefer to keep everything in me, because if i ask, i explain, i tell my reason, it wouldn't turn out the way you want..i get you..i really do..i understand..but i can't do it..sorry~ you should realize this from the start the circumstances of what you did, and to have 'it' back, its so hard... darlink, i know you so piss with em' for trying to "what", but you know also darl i won't right? :) so don't piss please :) be happy okay? you witness everything in me from the start to the end from the first to the next, no doubt u act this way, but don't worry, im alright :) like i said before darl, i've been saying this to you over and over again "i won't k" :) * hugsss darl :)* lap you! :P
you understand me..you are alert...and im giving up now..whatever comes next, it to be decide later on..for now, i try not to care nor care to like cause i just don't like the feeling of being one-sided dear..maybe i am not use to have the feeling of one-sided..im used to all the time having someone around, and when sometimes feeling the one i want is not, it makes me giving up..im not trying to say i have a very low determination of not giving up, but somehow, i ever try not to give up on something before, but in the end, i got nothing dear...so maybe thats what somehow shape me now...maybe this one word conquering me "scare". those italic are main to be opposite meaning..
confused? don't understand? remain confuse please..cause it never mean to be understand by anyone.haha.i know some do, so yeah :)
"Spread your love to your friends and family" (Father said to me this just now)
so to my dear darlinks, you should know who you are, my friends, my familia, I LOVE YOU ALL :)
lots of love,
cla~
i came to realize that sometimes its good not to ask more question in order to not make someone receive false hope...sometimes its good not to explain more to make someone not misunderstood us for feelings..sometimes its better to just keep the reason in us so that we won't make the conversation goes deeper cause if we did, one part might get hurt..so that is why i prefer to keep everything in me, because if i ask, i explain, i tell my reason, it wouldn't turn out the way you want..i get you..i really do..i understand..but i can't do it..sorry~ you should realize this from the start the circumstances of what you did, and to have 'it' back, its so hard... darlink, i know you so piss with em' for trying to "what", but you know also darl i won't right? :) so don't piss please :) be happy okay? you witness everything in me from the start to the end from the first to the next, no doubt u act this way, but don't worry, im alright :) like i said before darl, i've been saying this to you over and over again "i won't k" :) * hugsss darl :)* lap you! :P
you understand me..you are alert...and im giving up now..whatever comes next, it to be decide later on..for now, i try not to care nor care to like cause i just don't like the feeling of being one-sided dear..maybe i am not use to have the feeling of one-sided..im used to all the time having someone around, and when sometimes feeling the one i want is not, it makes me giving up..im not trying to say i have a very low determination of not giving up, but somehow, i ever try not to give up on something before, but in the end, i got nothing dear...so maybe thats what somehow shape me now...maybe this one word conquering me "scare". those italic are main to be opposite meaning..
confused? don't understand? remain confuse please..cause it never mean to be understand by anyone.haha.i know some do, so yeah :)
"Spread your love to your friends and family" (Father said to me this just now)
so to my dear darlinks, you should know who you are, my friends, my familia, I LOVE YOU ALL :)
lots of love,
cla~
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