Stories of Me, me and ME :)

*mis na mis na kita unggoy* :) *mahal na kita!!* lalalala~

The first birthday in year 2010 among all of us :) Haaaaaaaaappy birthday darlink! :) you are 21 now..wow..getting old in age but still young in heart and appearance ;) hehe. according to chinese, 21 is key to freedom..so more freedom huh? haha~ hope you have a good life there at Switzy.. missing you always.. and hope you will find the Mr. Right :)) love you always darl! God bless you always! :)

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Today i went for theory test, and yihaaaaa i passed :)) and tomorrow gonna go for the workshop before 8.30am :S and after that i can learn driving!! yeay!! but at the same time im so scared.huhuhu..hopefully everything will be okay :)

i browsed through pictures that i have been tagged on facebook, and it makes me misses my darlinks more..i seriously miss them.. :(( plus you? i feel so lonely here :(( i hate of what condition i am being in now. i seriously hate it. it makes me feel so down. sometimes i wish to just go back Miri now, and just forget everything here :( you making me feel so out of place.gah! why you again? :( i have nothing to do and say anymore, maybe just click to erase/delete button is what i can do..one day you will understand why, but it might be too late by then..so all the best dear.

i miss you all darlinks ;(( those scatter around Kuching, Miri, Malacca, KK, Switzy and other places.

ahhh...cla ain't at her best now..uhu..shuuuuu!!

uhu...i better stop here..if not, this post will be disaster :S

love,

cla~

8th January 2010

What is on your mind little girl???? what are you jealous of??? i don't understand a single thing of why are you jealous of when the fact is we don't even know each other? we never see each other before?? what is your problem? i don't get it..is there anything wrong with being friend with whoever we want??? seriously i have no idea what is really happening..owh yes is true that i am a friend of your other half..and now what? so? what is the problem here? why are you jealous if we are friend? and the funny thing is you only jealous about me? why me? i seriously don't get it..say me and "your boyfriend" contacting each other through whatsoever network of facebook, messenger, texting, we didn't do that..so what is wrong with you little girl.. i seriously don't get it..
i was about to wall some friends just now, and when i wanted to wall my this friend, i found out he is not in my list..so i check through my friend friend's list and i found out he is not a friend of mine at facebook anymore..and this is weird..so i decided to message him asking him whats wrong..and he told me that his girlfriend was jealous of me...and they nearly break up because of me? so he have to delete me..wth???? i don't get it..seriously i don't..why because of me? why jealous of me? and how in the world can you all nearly break up because of me? this is seriously really ridiculous..i am on my holidays since november, and we didn't even actually been talking to each other since then, and how on earth that you little girl can jealous about me? oh gosh..what happened to this little girl's mind..this is really stupid..maybe little girl is a little girl..not mature kind of mind..urghhh... don't worry little girl, there is no such thing as i want to steal your boyfriend because it will never ever happen. i emphasize on it will never happen. you don't even know me, and oh just for your information, i don't go for someone's boyfriend. remember that! wow... a sixteen years old girl jealous of me..this is stupid girl! think before you act!

Good Morning :)

My mind is full with all sort of thoughts now..wish could spill it out here, but not sure if i able to..so i starts my day with as usual doing my everyday chores..and next breakfast and while breakfast here am i now doing my blogging.before blogging, i checked on facebook..sometimes checking on facebook does make me sad when something.someone.somewhat. seems to make me feel so.aha! whatever :) owhh btw i don't mean to say that im sad now because i don't think im pretty much in my sad side now :) its just some random thought :) so yeahh i read some of my friends' blogs. hmm Relationship/Love does can change a mood or characters of a person huh? from the happy go lucky to the emoish? can see the difference before in relationship and being in one now. you are so happy go lucky before and as you are being in one now, you somehow turned to be the opposite. not mentioning even after relationship or perhaps the end of relationship? theres so much of difference in a person we can see. i can admit that i'm somewhat the person who is different too, from before,being in,and end of relationship..so much different..i'm sure in one part of life, everyone going through this too. Love is the most expensive gift that could not be buy with money..i know some does think that love can be buy by money as they can make people's heart soft by using money..ohh whoever happen to be in this is just crap.its not even call as love then. and Love is something that is hard to get.. its very hard to find the right one. so babes, look around, found one, grab it and appreciate it.aha! :D

i've been wondering why movie just can't end happily or why it does not end as in really the end?

why must it be continuous to the second part? or perhaps to third part and the list goes on. If only a movie is only one and thats it, is the end..everyone knows "ohh thats the story is all about". but if there is a continuous again, we still have to figure out what will the climax be like. im kinda sick of the story does not end..there is much episodes in it. but if the episodes of it worth while, i don't mind of. but if it does not worth for, please don't make it a second part. and lets start with a new movie perhaps.

confuse? haha. remain! :)

btw i miss my friends :( those at Miri, Kuching, Kl, Switzerland, KK and all over the place~ i miss you guys.. especially to my darlinks that gone back to study already, "darls, i being really good girl at home :)" aha! :))

sometime i wish to be in avoidance mood and just go somewhere far so that i can have myself a peace of mind from all the dramas. bla bla bla! :S

well i guess i better stop here..too much of nonsense already i guess? :S

Have good day babes! :))

with love,

cLa ;)

4th January 2010

Hello babies :) aha! :P

how is everyone doing so far? good? not good? okay? KO? hows first day of school??class? :P lalala~ so yeahh..some of my darlinks starts their class today..and left me not yet and yeahh of cause my curtin friends and my other "australian concept uni" right? :] make it simple, those private university as in australian uni is still on hols..long huh? yeahhh peoples been saying "wow so long your holidays" yeahhh... "summer holidays kan" of cause long.

owhh first of all, i want to say sorry for a short sad-ish post last night..i seriously wasn't in the mood to post anything last night but just to post how mixed my mind was last night..and to be frank, it ain't good too my mind now but at least i think i pretty much trying to overcome all :) so yeay cla~ don't let this thing keep on bugging you..this shouldn't be what your life to be about..right? yes yes..aha...trying to make myself feel good :D

its a year ahead of 2009..its 2010, it should be something more interesting dont we? usually when a new year has come, everyone will start if off with a new beginning, new chapters of life, new stories...just a brand new thingy..what happened in the year ago stays there, and as this year, lets cherish everything in us :) i myself wouldn't say that this year everything will go on my side, everything will go smoothly, happiness is all the time with me, there will sure be a time where everything seems screw up, moments of sad, and yada yada...but thats life is all about right? there is no such thing as everything is so fine on us, this is just part of our challenging life~ so all the best in digging through this year 2010 :) im so curious of what and how challenging my this year life going to be like..just name it.. friendship? studies? love? money?aha.. families? health? life? characters of mine? i will get through all :)) and make it a success and a happy one till the end when i say goodbye 2010 and hello to 2011~

im not sure which position am i being in now..i have no idea whats in my future as in the day tomorrow, the week after, the month after going to be like..but i will just say that i will just follow the flow..whatever decision that will be decide in the times to come, i will take it as part of my ways to experience, so just hope for the best :) i took my mom's and my darlink's words.. mom said "you are still young, its part of learning of what you going through now, so there is no harm in trying" and my darlink said the same way to me.. "im still young :) there is no harm in trying" aha well more a less though..so yeahh... its part of my growing up life, so whatever comes my way, why not try it right?aha..of cause with a wise decision to be made of :) and i learnt that don't rush things out, take it easy :)

owh i did mentioned in my previous2 post that i went for a driving talks which took me 6hours listening to the talks? so yeah i went for it..and next is im going to take my computer test..and yeahh im still learning now to prepare myself for the computer test.lol..honestly speaking, i have zero knowledge about car..lol..i guess im just somehow afraid to be part of it, but i have to now, so im trying my best to pass all and yeay i can drive.lol.ahhh btw there is this funny part or can i say stupid part of when i attended the talks..well i took the english package for this whole driving thingy...so yaaaaaa...it was funny?stupid? when i went in the room for the talks, and this woman talked to me in malay and instructed me to do the color blind test...so yeah i know what need to be done, and i feel stupid when my this err tutor? went to my place and explain all over again of what need to be done in English..helloo???? i understand malay ok? its not like i don't know what the woman said to me..swt...=______=

about today,nothing much about..did my chores which will make me earn $$$ :)) and i learnt for the computer test...and im thinking! and still thinking..you always make me thinking huh? :/

Hello 2010!! Hello new life!! Hello new stories!! Hello new love? :P Hello new new new :))

Happy New Year 2010 loves!! :))

a quick update about my countdown for new year ;))

like i said in my previous post, i decided to go to Ice Bar for countdown..so yeahh..it was really happening~ with the crowds, with the music by 13 Djs, with the drinks~ waalaaaa~ with the ICE ROOM..heeee~ all i can say, i had fun with my darlinks :) but it will be more complete and really a blast if all of my darlinks were there...but too bad it ain't complete..during the countdown there is a few peoples that i really wish was with me..but sadly you wasn't there..uhu..oh well, what to do :/ and oh i won myself a lucky draw prize..lol..so year 2010 gonna be a lucky year for me huh? *cross fingers it will* heeeee~

and on 1st january 2010, i had my dinner at my aunt's house..i met my cousins :)) and i gt to see Hayden and Hayse before they go back kl ;) nothing much about..so yeahh thats my quickie for the countdown and the beginning of the year... :))

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Just now morning when i having my breakfast, my mom and my cat had a conversation..hahaha

my mom asked my cat to wake up my second brother..and the conversations goes like this:

mom: miaw mie...go wake up koko dellon..

miaw mie: meeooooowwww..

mom: goooooo...go miaw mie...go koko dellon's room.

miaw mie: *looked at mommy* meowwww..

and the conversation within them bla bla bla then the last words my mom said to my miaw before she gave up was

mom: u know how to ask for food only, ask u to do thing, u don't know how to do

miaw mie: *no response*

aha!! Swt!!! lol..but seriously it seems like they having a conversation..hahaha...

so today finally i register myself for driving license...woooooo..it seems scary to me..i scare though...but ngeh, registered already, so no matter what i have to go for it..so yeah..u can do it cla :)) and i gonna go for the long talks tomorrow..urgh...i have to be there before 8.30am again that...ouch! so early :S sigh..and i had my facial with mom after i went to register. :)

do i really look so pure chinese?haha..can't you see any mix blood in me? oh well, i want to look a mixture races though.aha..but it seems like i really look pure chinese huh? do i?

conversation within my mom and the people who help us to facial.aha..i don't know what it call as..hihihi *shy*

*FP = Facial people

FP: husband kau orang cina ka?

mom: yaaa..

FP: ohh..patutlah anak kau nampak cina..

=____________= yes yes i look chinese..lalala and ohh another conversation the FP, me and my mom..

FP: kau tidak mahu cukur and kasi bentuk kening ka?

cla: errr..tidak taw..tanya mummy sya..

FP: kak...anak kau punya kening mau kasi bentuk ka?

mom: tidak maw..

urgh...i don't know why my mom don't want me to shape my eyebrows :( from after form 5 again i told my mom i want to shape it, but she don't let me..sigh..she said wait when i want to married already only shape it...uhuuuuu...but then i asked my mom again just now..i told her that i want to shape it..then she said wait im 21..and aha! this year im going to turn 21..soooo meaning, after my birthday i can shape it..right?right?right?? yessssssss :))

Never realize how much i do actually miss you.... :S oooooo ohhhhh......but yeahh..i do miss you though... sigh~

Year 2010...another new chapters, new beginning, new stories for me..i hope for a better year compare last year..whatever happened last year, stays there..and now as i step into the year 2010, just hope for a better year with lots of joyness in me :) hope everything going to be fine on me :] i got through the obstacles of last year and the year before that so much pains, and as of this year, i do really hope everything is on my side.. :]

til then, thats all from me ;)) more story will come from me in this year 2010 :)

with love,

cla

p/s: i miss you :)) lalala...

to cherry....always missing you :) Good luck at switzy... see u again when u r back here at Msia.hugsssssssssss from me.muacks darl~