Stories of Me, me and ME :)

Have you guys ever feel that when you seek for happiness, and you got it now then after a while its just *puffff* away and sadness come over you? do you? do you? it is just like now you are happy, then later after few hours, you are sad? lalalala...sucks right being in this? everyone wish for happiness to be with them all the time or can i say for the rest of the life? but if happiness only with them for the rest of the life, our life would not be any challenging then? but yet everyone only wants happiness because only happiness can really put a real sincere smile on their face.. Every human being that created by God will go through the happy and sad moments...whether you can get through the hard part, it will show whether you are strong or not..and if you can get through it, you will surely have a smile on your face as you overcoming it..so what im trying to say here is...happiness and sadness come in their own time, and whether we are strong to get through it is depends on us..so??? when is my time to :) again? buhuuu...i went to sleep with this =________=.
its ain't good...

so today my darlinks and yeahhhh more peoples which i somehow don't know who are they..they plan to have some fun tonight..well i still not sure of whether i should join them or not with my $$ matters as i declared myself broke =_= and i don't wish to drink when im not in a goody goody feeling..well just some truth here..i've been actually started to drink a lot especially when im :(..so when you see me drink, aha you know what happened..This year, i seriously been drinking a lot just because of im :(. and this is so not good..and because of that i've increase to a higher level..but i still doubt it of how good am i as what friends been saying about how good am i in this..oh its just a trick when you are :(, you can drink a lot and still steady..hahaha..but again, its not all the time if you see me drink im :(, i do drink when im in my happy times especially recently as i mean this few months starting from October?aha...so yeahhh...so if i go with them tonight, i have to make sure im not in shitty feeling cause i want to change my habit of wanting to drink when i feel shitty..well yes i do drink, but i ain't alcoholic babes.. :)) *chinggggg* ;) i know my limits, i know what is good or bad...and i only drinks with my trusted ones :) so you will never see me drinking with unknown cause i don't do that..well peoples say i drink and yes i drink but i don' smoke :) that is for sure..so if you ask me whether i smoke or not, its a big no to you all:) im pretty sure those who once they step in to uni, they will surely going through the life where by there is drinking moment with friends..so im just part of it too..i do mentioned that i drink a lot this year..but it doesn't mean i drink like every day or every weeks or every month.. it just still once in a while :] especially when friends drag me along to drink...or i drag them when i need to..aha..but i gonna change the habit of that =__= if i still with that habit, what is the difference with you still in your past? yes yes? yeahhh..only maybe its the new story but using the old habit..buuuuu..this is so not good..don't do this cla :) hahaha...ok let me just cut down this crap!! i think i crap a lot..sorry peeps..hihihi :D

cla hoping for a better day today!! :] i guess thats all for now..will update again later on..its baking time now!! :D

so yup, til then..take care guys! hope you all have a great day ahead :)

love,
cla