19th august 2010
it seems that i am strong already from all the thing that had happened.. but im wrong.
im still weak especially when im all alone inside the room. i feel like crying again when thinking of you.. but i promise to you i'll be strong and i wont shed my tears again. but to rejoice that you are somewhere better with God.. but i can't promise to you that i am strong as in won't feel sad cause i seriously need time to make me be fine with it.. from the day you left me til today, i still can't accept the fact that you really gone for real.. its hurt me so badly.. its really painful. that i barely can stand the pain but i acting like i can bare with the pain by making myself occupy, but u know what? u r all the time in my mind. i just miss u so much. tell me how should i face the fact that whenever i go back kk and go to church and i won't be spending time with u like how we always do with catching up each other stories, hugs, novena choir. i miss u!! feel like shouting out that i miss u so much. all the memories of us, will always fresh in my mind.. u will always be remember forever. u r the best. i hope you having a good life up there now with God.. i bet u r right.. love u always. rest in peace ster~
missing u always... 21.04.1990 - 16.08.2010