Stories of Me, me and ME :)

At home with kakak now :) while blogging, i am eating my still addiction of hinava and mango jeruk..nyahahaha =) nice..you guys should try..hehehe..and and playing my sims 3 :) heeee..i got two kids already..lol..a baby boy just born last night..lol..and my baby girl can walk by herself already..lol :D and can talk too !! thanx to the daddy who train baby girl..hahaha :P

parents went to hospital to see grandma and bring food for her to eat for lunch and they will be going to buy groceries after that..i didn't join them..im too lazy to go out of the house.so yuuppp..im stuck here at home with kakak :) i miss kakak :) few months didn't see her..so let just say i wanna be here with kakak..hehehe ;)

and uhhh pris..i miss you too :)) you know i miss you..hehehe..hope to catch up with you really soon..perhaps i guess go with the plan, you come kk, we book hotel and stay? ok? ok? ok? its more easier for me i guess..coz i do have transport problem back at kk! ugh..but hmm my second brother will be back at kk soon,so maybe it should be fine..but neways, i think it will be fun if we overnight..heeee ;)) but make sure i got $$$ =___________= im always broke when i am back at kk..sigh! hope to see you soon...hugs~

thats all for now...daaaaa~

back with bloggie :) didn't post anything yesterday..so let me just conclude everything about yesterday~ well i went to see my grandma yesterday evening..and thank God she is getting better already :) but she still need to stay there for checking..but the good part is she is getting better :) Amen...nothing much about yesterday though..just those random stuffs i did..so yeahhh...

about today..i woke up at 7am in the morning...urgh...so lazy to wake up when my phone's alarm ring :S i went to church bazaar with my dad..dad asked me to go..so yeahhh...i went..i bought HINAVA and mango jeruk from the bazaar...omg!! its been somehow ages i didn't eat hinava..i really love hinava..yummy :) it shows that i do have my kadazan/dusun blood in me :P lol~

errrr...i don't know what should i say again..haha..nothing much though..and hmmm tomorrow is 29th november..gaspppppp...so fast..hmmm....neways hope for the best day :) gonna cook pasta for my family tomorrow..heeee~

btw i miss my cousin clare a lot...awwwwww cuzzz...so sweet of u...thanx coz u remember my birthday is coming..i was awwww when she sms me wishing me happy birthday in advance as her credit will expired by tomorrow and she have no time to go reload as she still having her spm..cuzz..i really appreciate your wish..thanks so much...love u lots!! i miss u!! catch up with u after u finish your spm k :) mwahhhh!! :) hugssss~

26th November 2009
hellooooooooo everyone... :)

hows holiday goes by so far??okay?fun?bored? i bet there is time where everyone feel so bored during holidays and there is time whereby holidays is all about fun..

slept at before 2am just now morning..been feeling so tired recently..i guess its because i didn't had my good rest back at Miri..so yeahh..Mummy woke me up just now morning before she left for work...asking me to dry clothes..uhhh yeahhh..back at KK, i have to help mummy with house works, but ngeh :) doesn't matter...that what i should do also though for my holidays..to help my mummy :)) so yuuuppp being a goodie girl aka daughter helping mummy with house works..lol..hmmm i kinda worry though with my grandma's health :( she is not feeling well..i hope she will be fine :S :S .."Oh God, please take away all the sickness in my grandma and make her strong back...Amen".

nothing much about now..been online since i woke up...and spending my times reading friend's blogs..its been so long since i spend my times to actually read my friend's blogs..so yeahhh, so i did that today :) and i came acrossed Tuffy's post about nostalgic and her birthday post..awwww tuffy, so sweet lahh your birthday :)) its nice to see that u found someone to that to you :) i wish too that my this year birthday will be a nice memories capture..but i doubt it though, but neways i just hope for the best with the loved ones that i have now :) heeee~ andd uhh about the nostalgic post...its true though :) for me i think that when the right time come, everything will go on our own way..as what we longing for :) so times will tell :) thats what i always say to my friends when they ask me about my "lalala" stuff :)

i've been thinking about hows everything on me recently...and yeahhh especially when one of my friend say to me "i always emo" or "don't emo"... you know who you are dear..im so sorry k.. well i've been thinking of that so deeply..and thinking thinking, i reflash back of one statement that being said by one of my bestfriend "i miss the old Cla, the happy go lucky Cla"...this statement always struck me when im in my weaken points.its been twice i fall down and get up back...and im still working hard to get back the old me that my friends used to know when they first know me..as for new friends,im sorry that you all didn't get to see yet the happy go lucky me..but im still working on it :) so bare with me now..well i just being myself, not to be hypocrite, its just what i am now..i can't act like im not emo when the truth is the word emo is patch on my forehead now.im just trying to be myself...i don't want to be not myself..so for now, i hope you just bare with this ok? im sorry okay..im still learning, im still working.. but heee don't worry everything is fine on me now :) at least i think i am way better off than last month perhaps? :) thanx to my loves who always there for me..you know who you are..the one that accompany me everyday, talk to me everyday, bringing me out almost everyday to be out from the nightmare place :) thank you so much..i guess without you all, i won't turn out be strong back as now and i won't get up back as fast as this...though i may be still in my emoish, but at least i am way stronger than before and i am ready to face the new world :) everyone have their own stories, so do i...and everyone will have the chances and opportunity to get what they deserve when it is their time to get it :) and i believe in that though...so yeahhhh :)) looking forward for the right one :P hahaha...to whoever who knows about my lala land...:*shhhhhhhh......* hahaha..nehhh~ ;)) i hope you all understand me as for now, and im sorry for everything..if you are reading this and you think i am referring to you,oh well yes i am referring to you :P hahaha~ and my hint is i moved on :) so bare with this! :p

to Pris, we both been in hard moments a lot which make us somewhat give up upon life, but now we are strong back, hope that this will remain strong and never let the past control our life anymore..we deserve happiness, we deserve a better life and can i say someone better :) im happy that you found someone better now, coz that is what life of us should be about..so be happy k, and stop mourning upon the past..i am doing that too..i know you are slowly doing better with the supporter of your other half :) as for me,hahaha..i know you want to see me be happy with someone new..lol..hmmm what i can say is, just wait and see who is the new one who gonna catch me k :p lol...im waiting too though..hahaha :P thanks for everything..we lose "...." but we gain a true friendship :) and im glad that we gain that instead of gaining something that is not worth of having :) all the best in us..ahaks..hahaha :)) don't worry k...im doing fine now :) and enjoying the new world now and looking forward to get what i deserve :) *hugs*

hahaha..i think my post is quite long..lol..sorry..its Cla!!! how can it be a short post..lol..its just me, like to drag it long..lol..sorry readers..hahaha..

neways, update again later on then...so til then, xoxo :))

cla

Zombie!!!! u bongo!! lol...i miss saying u bongo and u say "hey!" hahaha..and u say "oklah i memang bongo" lol.. i miss to disturb u :P zombie..have a safe flight to Abu Dhabi..."have fun" there..hehehe..faster you come back miri january then we plan a trip :) ok?

San zhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...i miss you :P san zhuuuu...san zhuu...san zhuuuuuuuu....hahaha..wa cin sio lu san zhu..hahaha :P san zhu...online bahh :( accompany me talk..don't always go out bah..:( hahaha..nehhh~ :) san zhu...i want to tell you something ......... :p hahaha~

miss me okay you all..MUST miss :P coz i miss you all :( hahahaha...hugsssssssssssssss to you all :) and plus kisses to san zhu :P hahahahaha..i know u want this san zhu :P

love,
cla~

25.11.2009

Starting my day with bringing my grandma to clinic at Donggongon..Grandma just came here KK last night from kampung..she is not feeling well :S so daddy brought her to see our so called family doctor of my grandma with me tagged along..hope everything is fine with the blood report..hmmm..
i ran out of shampoo :S and uhhhh daddy ask me to just buy shampoo at there and it took me to walked here and there to get to shop and buy which is hard for me as i somehow don't really preferable in buying there since im not familar with the shops there....and i even bumped into a crazy old man who stopped me from passing by there..creepy :S but yeahh i managed to got myself a shampoo..phew... :S

and wuuuu :) my cousin Steve and his wife came to our house just now..and wooooooo..few months didn't see them, his wife's tummy big already..lol.. :) she gonna deliver babies soon next month :) gonna have twins :) cool~ first time in our family to have twins :) can't wait to see babies out from mama's tummy :P

Homies!!! Im back!! :) mummy is so happy that im back..she said "now i got someone to talk to" :)
and mum! i got a lot want to talk to you about :p girls' talk :) few weeks away from my bestfriend, i have many story to tell :) ohh fyi, my mummy is my bestie :) so i must update her with everything about me :)) she is one of my passionate listener beside my darlinks :) so basically she knows everything about me :)

first full day at kk, nothing much about...being a lone ranger at home for the whole morning till afternoon..very sien!! and it makes me miss my friends a lot...been doing house works but yet im still bored..i need to occupy myself..need to occupy my mind..if not..GG :S

and wuuuuu im gonna turn 20 in like 6 more days? :s not really looking forward to it..cause i know this year it wont be any special as before...sigh...but heyyyyy...i hope you guys remember my birthday and at least wish me :)) it will makes my day brighten though it is just a wish, i'll be so happy if you all wish me..so wish me ya :)) its on Monday 30th November :) remember k? hahaha..sounds desperado..but but i do hope though u all remember..and uhhhh..sad..daddy and mummy are invited to a wedding dinner ON my birthday :S and my eldest bro also got a wedding invitation on my birthday :S and my second brother is still at kl.. does it mean im gonna have my dinner alone? :( so sad...gahhh...what to do lah..i can't do anything also.hmmm...nvm nvm...will see how it goes about..i don't hope anything also though..so yeahh..

So here am I now with a new blog again..yeahh sorry babes for keep on changing to a new blog..
my previous blog too much dramatic in it, so i decided to create a new one instead..start a new blog with a new stories and left the old blog with the old stories..its time to move on and have a new stories with a hope a good one this time..bored and sick of sad stories and i hope my this blog, i can say something more interesting compare to the previous one..sorry ya for troublesome you guys to re-add my link again :S so keep on track on my updates then :) til then, will post again soon..this post is just an introduction for my new bloggie :)) so wait till the next post then :)