26th November 2009
hellooooooooo everyone... :)
hows holiday goes by so far??okay?fun?bored? i bet there is time where everyone feel so bored during holidays and there is time whereby holidays is all about fun..
slept at before 2am just now morning..been feeling so tired recently..i guess its because i didn't had my good rest back at Miri..so yeahh..Mummy woke me up just now morning before she left for work...asking me to dry clothes..uhhh yeahhh..back at KK, i have to help mummy with house works, but ngeh :) doesn't matter...that what i should do also though for my holidays..to help my mummy :)) so yuuuppp being a goodie girl aka daughter helping mummy with house works..lol..hmmm i kinda worry though with my grandma's health :( she is not feeling well..i hope she will be fine :S :S .."Oh God, please take away all the sickness in my grandma and make her strong back...Amen".
nothing much about now..been online since i woke up...and spending my times reading friend's blogs..its been so long since i spend my times to actually read my friend's blogs..so yeahhh, so i did that today :) and i came acrossed Tuffy's post about nostalgic and her birthday post..awwww tuffy, so sweet lahh your birthday :)) its nice to see that u found someone to that to you :) i wish too that my this year birthday will be a nice memories capture..but i doubt it though, but neways i just hope for the best with the loved ones that i have now :) heeee~ andd uhh about the nostalgic post...its true though :) for me i think that when the right time come, everything will go on our own way..as what we longing for :) so times will tell :) thats what i always say to my friends when they ask me about my "lalala" stuff :)
i've been thinking about hows everything on me recently...and yeahhh especially when one of my friend say to me "i always emo" or "don't emo"... you know who you are dear..im so sorry k.. well i've been thinking of that so deeply..and thinking thinking, i reflash back of one statement that being said by one of my bestfriend "i miss the old Cla, the happy go lucky Cla"...this statement always struck me when im in my weaken points.its been twice i fall down and get up back...and im still working hard to get back the old me that my friends used to know when they first know me..as for new friends,im sorry that you all didn't get to see yet the happy go lucky me..but im still working on it :) so bare with me now..well i just being myself, not to be hypocrite, its just what i am now..i can't act like im not emo when the truth is the word emo is patch on my forehead now.im just trying to be myself...i don't want to be not myself..so for now, i hope you just bare with this ok? im sorry okay..im still learning, im still working.. but heee don't worry everything is fine on me now :) at least i think i am way better off than last month perhaps? :) thanx to my loves who always there for me..you know who you are..the one that accompany me everyday, talk to me everyday, bringing me out almost everyday to be out from the nightmare place :) thank you so much..i guess without you all, i won't turn out be strong back as now and i won't get up back as fast as this...though i may be still in my emoish, but at least i am way stronger than before and i am ready to face the new world :) everyone have their own stories, so do i...and everyone will have the chances and opportunity to get what they deserve when it is their time to get it :) and i believe in that though...so yeahhhh :)) looking forward for the right one :P hahaha...to whoever who knows about my lala land...:*shhhhhhhh......* hahaha..nehhh~ ;)) i hope you all understand me as for now, and im sorry for everything..if you are reading this and you think i am referring to you,oh well yes i am referring to you :P hahaha~ and my hint is i moved on :) so bare with this! :p
to Pris, we both been in hard moments a lot which make us somewhat give up upon life, but now we are strong back, hope that this will remain strong and never let the past control our life anymore..we deserve happiness, we deserve a better life and can i say someone better :) im happy that you found someone better now, coz that is what life of us should be about..so be happy k, and stop mourning upon the past..i am doing that too..i know you are slowly doing better with the supporter of your other half :) as for me,hahaha..i know you want to see me be happy with someone new..lol..hmmm what i can say is, just wait and see who is the new one who gonna catch me k :p lol...im waiting too though..hahaha :P thanks for everything..we lose "...." but we gain a true friendship :) and im glad that we gain that instead of gaining something that is not worth of having :) all the best in us..ahaks..hahaha :)) don't worry k...im doing fine now :) and enjoying the new world now and looking forward to get what i deserve :) *hugs*
hahaha..i think my post is quite long..lol..sorry..its Cla!!! how can it be a short post..lol..its just me, like to drag it long..lol..sorry readers..hahaha..
neways, update again later on then...so til then, xoxo :))
cla
hellooooooooo everyone... :)
hows holiday goes by so far??okay?fun?bored? i bet there is time where everyone feel so bored during holidays and there is time whereby holidays is all about fun..
slept at before 2am just now morning..been feeling so tired recently..i guess its because i didn't had my good rest back at Miri..so yeahh..Mummy woke me up just now morning before she left for work...asking me to dry clothes..uhhh yeahhh..back at KK, i have to help mummy with house works, but ngeh :) doesn't matter...that what i should do also though for my holidays..to help my mummy :)) so yuuuppp being a goodie girl aka daughter helping mummy with house works..lol..hmmm i kinda worry though with my grandma's health :( she is not feeling well..i hope she will be fine :S :S .."Oh God, please take away all the sickness in my grandma and make her strong back...Amen".
nothing much about now..been online since i woke up...and spending my times reading friend's blogs..its been so long since i spend my times to actually read my friend's blogs..so yeahhh, so i did that today :) and i came acrossed Tuffy's post about nostalgic and her birthday post..awwww tuffy, so sweet lahh your birthday :)) its nice to see that u found someone to that to you :) i wish too that my this year birthday will be a nice memories capture..but i doubt it though, but neways i just hope for the best with the loved ones that i have now :) heeee~ andd uhh about the nostalgic post...its true though :) for me i think that when the right time come, everything will go on our own way..as what we longing for :) so times will tell :) thats what i always say to my friends when they ask me about my "lalala" stuff :)
i've been thinking about hows everything on me recently...and yeahhh especially when one of my friend say to me "i always emo" or "don't emo"... you know who you are dear..im so sorry k.. well i've been thinking of that so deeply..and thinking thinking, i reflash back of one statement that being said by one of my bestfriend "i miss the old Cla, the happy go lucky Cla"...this statement always struck me when im in my weaken points.its been twice i fall down and get up back...and im still working hard to get back the old me that my friends used to know when they first know me..as for new friends,im sorry that you all didn't get to see yet the happy go lucky me..but im still working on it :) so bare with me now..well i just being myself, not to be hypocrite, its just what i am now..i can't act like im not emo when the truth is the word emo is patch on my forehead now.im just trying to be myself...i don't want to be not myself..so for now, i hope you just bare with this ok? im sorry okay..im still learning, im still working.. but heee don't worry everything is fine on me now :) at least i think i am way better off than last month perhaps? :) thanx to my loves who always there for me..you know who you are..the one that accompany me everyday, talk to me everyday, bringing me out almost everyday to be out from the nightmare place :) thank you so much..i guess without you all, i won't turn out be strong back as now and i won't get up back as fast as this...though i may be still in my emoish, but at least i am way stronger than before and i am ready to face the new world :) everyone have their own stories, so do i...and everyone will have the chances and opportunity to get what they deserve when it is their time to get it :) and i believe in that though...so yeahhhh :)) looking forward for the right one :P hahaha...to whoever who knows about my lala land...:*shhhhhhhh......* hahaha..nehhh~ ;)) i hope you all understand me as for now, and im sorry for everything..if you are reading this and you think i am referring to you,oh well yes i am referring to you :P hahaha~ and my hint is i moved on :) so bare with this! :p
to Pris, we both been in hard moments a lot which make us somewhat give up upon life, but now we are strong back, hope that this will remain strong and never let the past control our life anymore..we deserve happiness, we deserve a better life and can i say someone better :) im happy that you found someone better now, coz that is what life of us should be about..so be happy k, and stop mourning upon the past..i am doing that too..i know you are slowly doing better with the supporter of your other half :) as for me,hahaha..i know you want to see me be happy with someone new..lol..hmmm what i can say is, just wait and see who is the new one who gonna catch me k :p lol...im waiting too though..hahaha :P thanks for everything..we lose "...." but we gain a true friendship :) and im glad that we gain that instead of gaining something that is not worth of having :) all the best in us..ahaks..hahaha :)) don't worry k...im doing fine now :) and enjoying the new world now and looking forward to get what i deserve :) *hugs*
hahaha..i think my post is quite long..lol..sorry..its Cla!!! how can it be a short post..lol..its just me, like to drag it long..lol..sorry readers..hahaha..
neways, update again later on then...so til then, xoxo :))
cla
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