25th February 2010
Day has come..and its time for me to go back to Miri and starts working my brain with piles of books and assignments. hmmm somehow when the nearer the day is for me to go back, i doesn't feel the way that i felt before like what i thought that im excited to go back/im happy to go back.. but again deep inside, i do feel that i really need to go back miri fast..i do need to be away from KK fast.. i guess i am in my avoidance mood huh? but what option do i have? thats all i can do but to be in avoidance. i do hope that once im back at Miri, my mind will be free from all the "lala land". im tired already. i need a break.. too much for this few years, so for now can i just have a rest instead? i hope i'll enjoy my moments at Miri... so to my loves at Miri, make it a fun one k :)) hahaha.
i keep on telling myself that once i step back Miri which is tomorrow, whatever that had happened between you and me, i will put it aside and if can throw it away..but how true is that? i myself don't know. its been few years dear, and i guess its time for us to set free our wings huh? im sorry... even i myself don't know what to decide but all i can decide now is to set it free. you and I know better how everything gonna be like in times to come. *listening to Fall for you by Secondhand serenade* .
wuuuuu its getting personal huh? hahahah so just cut it off cla. hahaha. bla bla bla
KO!!!!! I WANT MY SATIO PHONE BAHHHHHHHHH..huhuhuhuhu.. =/ nevermind, i save lots of lots money then i buy.buhuuuuuuu. this what happened if u aint have much money. but heck, appreciate what i have. so yeahhh.
i still gonna miss every moments that i had at kk during this 3 month holidays, me and you, me and darls, me and all of you.aha! :)
Good luck in study cla!!!! use your brain cla! use!!!! * study mode to be on* AHA!
lots of love,
cla
unggoy...bye bye....